Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Overlook those that are unimportant,
Focus on what is.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
I know I will never be your world, your everything
But I'm just happy to be part of it...
Just let the bad memories die.
Today was a wonderful day. It is not any special occasion, not any special day. Today is just like any other day. What made it wonderful was your company. I would love to describe everything we did to the smallest detail, but that would be unnecessary. This would only be about how I felt and hopefully, for somethings, you'll feel the same way too!
Your first appearance at the back door of the restaurant was kind of shocking cause I did not expect to see you wearing tank top. Don't worry it wasn't something bad. I was thinking to myself, wow, I'm really lucky cause my girlfriend is so pretty. =)
Later as we continue talking, you suddenly mentioned about you sms-ing clement in the morning. My heart kinda skipped a beat when I heard that cause you didn't even sms me though I gave you a morning call and stuff. At that point I kinda felt really sour and sad for a brief moment until I kinda thought to myself, Does it really matter that much? After that thought then I'm fine. I'm kinda happy I was able to control myself this time. Perhaps I've really grown! Or perhaps it might be the once in a million times kind of thing.
Throughout the movie I really enjoyed just sitting there beside you, although I wish that you were sitting closer and stuff but nah it doesn't matter. I really love your company, and that you are just there beside me. I will feel really warm inside and kind of this little overwhelming happiness every time you hug my arm. At some points even, I wished we would just be like that for a really long time.
The best part of the day was dinner and the walk at clarke quay. I just like eating dinner with you and like spending lone time with you. Like how we try each other's food and feed each other, and occasionally, look out of the window to see the beautiful night scene. The walk was another great experience. Although there were so many people around, to me it just felt like it was just you and me all alone. When we were talking about how we got together I constantly tell myself how lucky I am to have found you even though we seemed so impossible at the start of the year. I guess this is how fate works, nothing makes sense. Still, I'm blessed. =)
Hope you felt the same way about us and today. =)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Day 8 in the PLANE (LOL, by this time I'm not supposed to be in Berlin anymore)
We took the airbus back to Singapore after an internal flight from Berlin to Munich. There were so many movies to watch in the plane! Omg, and I finally got a window seat during my flight to Munich, so so happy to see how the skies and night view of Berlin looked like.
Throughout the whole plane ride, I was talking to Classy cause I shifted seats as I didn't want to sit beside a stranger for a 13 hour plane ride LOL! I can't believe we actually talked for so so long until we finally could not take it anymore and decide to knockout.
I could not help but be so so excited cause I know I'm coming back to see you! The idea of seeing you the first thing I return to Singapore just makes my heart feel so so so happy! I kept thinking of you through the whole plane ride and even smiled while writing the last card. I think I'm crazy, crazy over you!
When I landed the first person I called was my mum, then someone really special to me! However I was kinda taken aback when I heard you were not alone. So I kinda let my imagination run wild and spoiled the happy reunion I guess, so I cannot blame you for not hugging me tightly the first thing you see me after 8 days... I should even be affected over such things cause you came alone, and just nice he was there. I'm so sorry I spoiled the mood and made our reunion less pleasant.. I really should stop being so paranoid and idiotic cause every time it's things like this that makes us sad and quarrel. I will really try to not be so paranoid and stop letting my imagination run wild and be jealous for no good reason k! =) I want you to be happy whenever you are with me! =)
However I'm happy that my mum and grandparents were fine with you as my girlfriend and my mum even said you are the prettiest girlfriend I ever had! =) It made me so happy, so proud! Hope the car ride wasn't that bad that it traumatized you for life! HAHAHA!
I was so happy to see you at the airport, really really happy... Guess I should never had let such a thing affect us so much then the next time we have such a meet up again, it would be a perfect experience for the both of us! =) Can't believe I actually missed you super lot and managed to pull through these 8days. I love you so much silly girl... Really alot alot! Never ever wanna lose you! I know I won't =)
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Day 7 in Germany
OMG TODAY TIM AND I WOKE UP SUPER DUPER LATE! WAY PAST THE TIME THE BUS WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE! Omg, my friend came knocking at our doors cause we were not the only ones that woke up late. Lucky we were quick to get ready and grab our stuff and leave. Everyone was already waiting for us when we got on the bus, I felt damn damn damn bad...
Our first stop for our last day in Germany was the remanants of the Berlin wall. Hmm, didn't think we would even be able to see the real thing when all we saw last time were pictures in textbooks. So I guess travelling overseas is really fun huh! We get to see things we don't usually see around. =)
The shopping was kinda tight but fruitful cause I managed to buy everything I wanted to buy back for my family and friends! =D So happy! Today my shopping partners were Tim, Leanne and Cheryl. Hmm quite nice to shop with! =D Haha, I can't belive Leanne actually said I was nice to shop with! LOL. We kinda had to rush back cause we were late, again! Too busy looking around, not enough time!
After that was lunch/dinner for us at then we left for the airport... Bye bye Germany! Everyone in YA will miss the times we spent in Berlin, the memories we shared...
On another note, I'm coming back! =)) Missed me much? Cause I missed you like mad for the past few days...
End of day 7 in Berlin
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Day 6 in Germany
Today would be the second last day in Germany, all of us were talking about how fast time passes during the past few days we were in Germany. Kinda sad that we had to leave cause I think we all kinda like it there! Hmm but anyways we went to some art institution for different kinds of lessons with the german students.
Being the one that moves so slowly, I kinda got one of the least popular courses, Victorian Ballroom dancing! Omg, at first I thought to myself, omg wth is this?! However as the lessons progressed, we found it quite fun cause we all were enjoying ourselves! Haha, it was fun learning how to dance like in the olden olden times!
Today wasn't really much activities, cause after this we went shopping! Omg, I managed to get some presents settled today! Yay, so happy, productive shopping! Haha, and Evan and Josephine are really nice to shop with too lol. Met this really cool german shopkeeper in a burger stall and made new friends! Haha, yay Berlin is full of surprises. The day ended with a super long party night lol.
End of day 6
Monday, November 30, 2009
Day 5 in Germany
Today we are going back to the Roman Rolland school! Our exchange school! All of us are so excited to see the german students again cause today we are gonna join them for lessons. Omg, that word brings bad memories.
We started off we a presentation by the students there as an introduction to their school. Some of them were really creative! I really liked the one about what kinda of movies, books, songs do the students there like and guess wad?? The top music artist they like is Lady Gaga, Top book they like is Twilight and Top movie is Twilight too! Omg so they are really not very different from us! After that we were split into a few groups and I got assigned to the group that is going to do drama lessons. Hmm... Brings me back to the times I was in drama huh? We did things that I was familar with and things that I wasn't familar with so its kinda like a new experience! Lol! I like the mime-ing part and the black light which makes us look black! Haha cool?
After that was the usual, lunch at their school, with a super big bowl of pasta that I eat until wanna puke cause too full, then we went to the museum, DDR museum. At first we didn't know what does DDR means so we were guessing LOL! We guessed it was Dance Dance Revolution, haha, retarded to the max! It was actually a museum about the days during the Soviet rule. Pretty cool. Then came the CHINESE DINNER! Omg hahaha it made all of us miss chinese food in Singapore! Omg i loved the fish! After that we went to christmas market again! =) and i rode a horse, however the horse looked really sad so it wasnt a good experience riding it. Then we went back and party again? LOL!
I missed you like crazy today, glad I'm seeing you in a few days time! =)
End of Day 5.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Day 4 in Germany
It is Sunday! I would usually be at my grandma house today but well... I'M IN GERMANY! =D Today was damn damn damn cold!!! We had a walk at a concentration camp that was converted into a museum however still had to walk really long, out in the open. When the wind blew, that was when we knew what they meant by, "Wear more or you will die tomorrow." LOL. All of us were complaining it was really cold!
The concentration camp walk was very depressing though, learning about how cruel another human being can be to one another. Saddening. After that was visit to the Olympic Stadium in Berlin! It was really grand!!! I'm always amazed by those kinda grand looking stadiums. LOL. Another random thing is that I think that their toilets are really really cool! Omg, the guys' urinal has this soccer goal post with a ball hanging so that guys would aim properly and not mess up the place. LOL. Damn creative! =D
After that was just many many museums again, then finally, the highlight of the day!!! WE WENT TO CHRISTMAS MARKETS! For the second time! =D Omg I was so excited I went and bought food, food and more food! Too bad I couldn't find any souvenirs to buy, but it was fun! Another sad thing is that there were no more yummy food we had on the first day! Sigh, but it was still fun anyways!
After that we went back to the hotel for another round of "party" and some people finished up their movie that they couldn't finish cause they were too tired last night. LOL. It was really fun! =)
End of day 4